God has peeled back the layers of my life. He has shown me that beyond the things of this world, the only true possession I have is my soul. He could have baby stepped me to and through this lesson but instead He chose to throw me in, head first. Why He chose this radical approach, I don't know. Is this love? Hate? Perhaps a reward or maybe a punishment? He has given me grave pain and suffering yet I cant help but feel that every ounce of it is bathed in grace.

He loved my/His Dennis so very much and blessed him with a short life. Stole him to heaven for the angels delight. A celebration indeed! A gift for the righteous! I take amazing comfort in knowing that Dennis is clothed in peace. Thank you Lord for the gift of eternal life!

2 Corinthians 5:8 We are confident, I say, and willing rather to be absent from the body, and to be present with the Lord.

Today my tears are droplets of selfish ache. Ache for mercy, peace and grace. A plea for a divine calm to the storm that rages in my heart. Tears that simply beg for a clear and swift plan. A plan that leads me home.

Pain in its rawest form, is beyond words. It exceeds all unit of measure.
In just a moments time, it is finished, it is complete. Nothing and no one can fix it.
Every thing in your world changes in an instant.

You live, you love, and you die. How will you live? How will you love? For matters such as these, you decide. For the latter....... He has full control!

Are you ready?