The most important chapter of my lifes story has been deleted. And today I stand alone, clinging to a book with no ending, no storyline........ The book has been hijacked and its new author is master minding a conclusion unbeknownst to me. In the mean time, while I wait for the story to resume, nothingness continues to plague every minute of every day.

Nine weeks ago my Dennis left for heaven yet it feels like it was just yesterday! The ONLY solace I find is in knowing that as each day passes, I inch a little closer to home. Today, my life is one of simple servitude dedicated to the comfort and sustenance of my children. Searching for ways to improve the "situation" around us and praying for Christ coming! I know with complete certainty that God is walking through this valley with us. Its ominous and empty, but it is His. So on my knees I stay, waiting for His grace, praying for His mercy and dreaming with a broken heart.